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I never thought i would be so nervouse.
hehe
Ill tell you why (be ready its weird..and actually so usual)...
Two years ago i have met a guy in internet. At that time i was in London and needed friend (because i was too far away from my home and felt lonley). Anyway, i found out one chat room and strated making friends there. Some of them were in London too (and i met them in real, that was good..i mean they are nice people). So, he was moderator in that chat room and almost all the time i was asking him so many silly questions about how to do this and that. He said me few months ago that i was like gum, attached to him.
Months was passing, and i vouldnt understand that im attached to him and this realation is becoming more stronger and stronger. He had a girlfriend and i had a guy. But our realationshsips was not happy and bright. And one day i realised that i have lost my guy and few months later he stoped his relation with that girl.
Oh!!!
I didnt know what to do and how to act, because i felt that this guy is for me and i am for him....... days was passing and introduced me gaia, we stated being here almost everyday . Gaia became my friend which was join me and him together.
And one day he tald me about his feelings, at the very first time i couldnt belive in his words. I didnt know to believe or not to believe. I decided to wait and to see how he will react in the future. hah...
weird
i felt weird ... because, one day he is happy, and was talking to me openly and other day he was so closed. i couldnt understand him.
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to be continued