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Hey there have you ever had a feeling that someone don't want u around them? Well I had that feeling when I went to visit one of my friends last night. I will not go where I feel uncomfortable or make others feel imposed upon or unforgiven. I'm hoping that that person can talk to me and inform me that I make them feel uncomfortable. Earlier yesterday I felt a great pain in my heart as tho if I was having my heart crushed in a vise this a very painful feeling. This is not the first time that this has happened to me and I don't think it will be my last, even though the first one sent me to the hospital. In time these pains will dwindle.

I remember what my doctor said to the first time she saw the x-rays and sonograms of my heart, it was "you have some fluid around your heart that can be caused by stress and or (in the mean while, she was laughing) broken heart whichin the pattern of your heart rythm leans more to a broken heart, litterally".

What is your thoughts on this?

Now I know that I have lost someone that means the world to me, with a lot of luck I hope that one day I wont miss this person so much. I can only wish this person all the best, with a great deal of love and blessings.