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So today is a new day. I'm literally sick to my stomach. I met this guy from Turkey, and he's super cool. He's muslim and he loves his religion. I think that is really cool. They pray five times a day and they do it wherever they are and they do it in the middle of the night. His name is Fethi and he's trilingual like me. His english is pretty bad. I played loteria and I lost like two dollars. You can win up to five dollars a game. I'm all alone today and tomorrow. I will be going to Galveston next weekend so I have to cancel a club meeting crying . I wanted to get a Burger King Job but I'll be at Guadalajara when I do turn 16. I want to be here on my birthday so I can be with my friends. I love my friends so much and they are my world, they don't know how little I have. And they give me so much. I love 2 people besides my friends and that's my brother and sister. I am probably the most emotional person ever. I wish I could tell my friends how much I love them but I'm not good with words. I think of them as my air and water and my heart. If I were to put all my love in one jar and somone would look in it they would see the faces of my friends. They would see our inside jokes, our sleepovers. our laughter, our stupidity, and our time eating grandma food. If you listen closely to my soul you can hear us talking all our nonsense. You don't come upon friends like that regularly but I am lucky, I am blessed. Would I give my life for them, yes over and over again because I feel they have given me more than I can ever give them. Until tomorrow heart dramallama
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