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Well recently i have been feeling under the weather. Yeah for the past few days i have been really happy..but today i realized that i have become very weak. I realized that i cant eat and am barely hungry. I figured that i would force myself to eat even though i am not hungry ever. Ya know..just to stay healthy, but i have realized..(Yes the word again) that from forcing myself to eat has made me feel sicker everyday. I was talking to my friend about it and she said that she does it alot too..but i feel terrible..i cant stay up late at night. Today..right now..its 11 o'clock. I was thinking of staying up later but..i dont know if i can..i feel like i am going to fall asleep right here. Then on top of that i have my ex bugging me. Ya know..he makes it sound like he doesnt want me to hate him then he makes it sound like he wants me too. I unblocked him from aim today..and all he seems to be doing is trying to make me jealous over a feeling long gone. I am done..i have nothing more to say..
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Dun worry.. we're here for you..
Mua(your sister/secret lover/(of of your)bestest buddy(s))
Aly