What's going on in Ama-chan's head today?!!? :
Well...I don't really feel like typing much at the current moment.
current mood: unknown
reason: don't know, don't really care. I've had a headache for the past seven days, and nothing seems to work to make it go away. Maybe I really do have too much memory loss. I'm forgetting so much. I even forgot my name once today. Well, I also did run into the door and all, but still. One crash with a truck, and I don't remember things..It's just perfect, don't you think? I absolutely ~love~ my wonderful life. Since the bus accident, I have had memory loss. I can't even remember when my birthday is at times. I have it written down on a piece of paper in my desk. I don't feel human. I don't feel at all right now. I feel...ya know...empty. That's it, just emptiness. I'm sitting here, waiting for my dad to return from Germany. I don't have any emotions about it. I'm not happy that he's coming home, not sad that his plane got delayed, not upset that his plane got delayed, not mad at him for any reason. I just feel like my life is falling apart. Even my friends who call can't really do anything. None of them even noticed. I'm always acting happy. That's it...I'm acting.
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i want to be left alone, so pfft you.
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