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12-22-2020

It's Christmas in 2 days. I went out with my family earlier and ate at a restaurant. I then met up with friends for some last minute Christmas shopping. Then we went home.

I fed my cats then started playing games on my phone while absent-mindedly listening to chill music. After a few minutes my energy suddenly started dropping and I started feeling really sad. There was a point in my life where I was doing self harm and I suddenly started getting those urges again. I have bipolar II and I'm taking my meds regularly. I don't even think there was a trigger for it. But it certainly became a trigger for a whole lot of negative thoughts that started pouring in. Maybe I'm just tired. Thanks Gaia for the vent.

-Moony