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I've just read through all of my journals, its weird how i felt those things at that time. i mean happiness to sadness and back again? why cant we be happy or free of pain all the time? is it impossible to be always happy does something bad always have to come around and kill the moment? i mean has anyone ever felt like crying because there lover left them for someone new? someone prettier/hottier? someone smarter? compared to you? its difficult for someone to adjust to being discarded for a "new toy" that in a month is also going to be discarded. you find yourself hating more about you, hating your old lover and most of all hating the one they chose over you. hate everything about them and not even know a single thing about them. its just a common thing to do. you dont want to hate yourself because you didnt do anything wrong scept love the person, you dont want to hate the old lover because you cant, you still love that person. so who else is left? the friends that dont comfort or the person you got discarded for? i would say both because a friend is suppose to listen to you, love you for who you are and most importantly be there for you as you to them. well im going to stop because im hungry and need to wake up. btw i love it when you comment in my journal its nice to see some people read it. btw i was just talking about my theory on love and such..i duno i rambled.
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