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today i was cooking in the kictin and i was really sad no one was home and my head started to hurt i had a knif in my hand when all of the suden this loud bang scears me i acadenatly cut my left forarm
the blood comes fast and i stir at it whil i try to make it stop but the cut is to deep
and i am geting dizz now . then the back door in the kictin opes up with a crak and my two dogs come runing in eek how did they get out of there yard ?
i still don't know but they start making alot of noise and the naboires come to cheak on me ...
when i wake up i am in the hospital i feel cold all over and it is way dark.
i love it when it is dark but to wake up and still be alone was to much
may i add i never cry but that night i did and i remembered when i was smaller and i would fall out of my gramoms bed she would see my sis and think i was still there but i would be on the floor all night whimpering for my sis wouldn't let me back on the bed... and so many more memories came and i felt like i was dieing ..
no one ever came though thats just how it's all ways been