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I am the one that helps you in your hour of darkness.
I tell you some pathetic excuse and you smile.
If only it were that easy for me!
Never is there a person that's true to me.
In my darkest hour no one will be there.
I'll be alone, i always have been and always will be.
Never have i shown you my true self.
To all i'm happy and perky.
But truely i'm filled with sarrow and dispair.
You say never is to long a time,
But you see i have all the time in the world.
So really time is of no value to me.
For all i know is deception and decievement.
The only day i will truely know,
what happiness means is the day i die.
From that day on i will truely be in peace.
Walking threw the astrial planes awaiting my one love.
The day i die will be the happiest day of my life, i'll await it and greet it with open arms.
As for you ,you'll all be in torment of your loss, all but one.
There will be one person that will truely be happy for me and understand.
This is the person i shall await and greet in the otherworld.
This person is my love i could never love.