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Hey everyone, know that I have had this journal blank for a long time, but now, I am writing my first journal entry. I have been feeling a pain, I dont know why I have it, but it is starting to get worse for some reason. Its a heart ache. its been taken away some many times by an old boyfriend of mine. I am happy that I have moved on, cuz I couldn't take him cheating on me anymore. But for some reason, i am feeling the pain now. I dont know why it is coming back, I guess it is from me not talking to my new bf, my x's friend. He is sweet, and is a good poet. His little brother died when he was 2 I think... which was 14 years ago. He is really a nice guy, and I wish that i could talk to him more. I really love him alot. writing this down right now, makes the pain go away. Well atleast some of the pain. But i am happy that i do have someone to comfort me. And i am lucky to have the man i do now.