Has we know man kind and creatures and more...
we live in differentes kinds.
i will explain myself...just to you for taking time for this...
human's we have some few minds like "Fantazy" but we can't put "Fantazy" whit "Real life" but are some few ppl that they were living in pure fantazy whit reality and those person dont care about reality for theres reality is fantazy and they almost not get hurt by man kind and feelings how i can say more like..."emocion"
They only can see, hear, like and more is pure imagenation where u thing is real to you....
But when it comes to the world to take you to the reality you can't come back where was you...pure fantazy cause the reality is now your world...
why is write this?
cause i was one of them...alonely ,dreaming ,just having fun of all what i see , but the time by time i could see my body , everything of me...changing? i say why? why i like this DAmn thing? why is this meaning of love? those meaning that when u start u can't control it...until u realize that you need it? what it is?....
the days i speak to myself was those days that something happen to me...something that i never have feel and see..either hear of it...
i saw black winds around me.. i could feel his pure darkness soul and looking into his eyes...i feel something that i could say right...i guess it was love by the first seen....
holding me in his worm arms i only could hear and listen what he ask, tells me, and i answered...my eyes i dont used them i was blind...by my Fantazy and this feelings that i dunno how to control.
Later i realize he became part of me having his scar in my body of him..i never will forget about it...the Angel whit black winds...that i fall inlove ,but one day he stop holding me that i could feel him but he takes my hand and taking of my stuff , my dreams of fantazy creating them all about reality ...all a learn , all that i get was his live...he shows me his world , he put me in his way going into the shadows..so my live then was in his hands i experiment whit him but i shouldn't give him everything into his hands cause he throw it away...living me in his world whitout knowing it.
Now i only can see a Darkness way that is my world...and reality is what i can live now fantazy is no longer in my mind either in my dreams... he leave me alone...in those shadows that he suppost to live..i can see him but he disapear he leave me just cause he wanted...
my winds i can see them they were growing...now by this "CURES" my feather they were falling..i just have few i can't fly...i just can't...
i walk and help those that need it but just one thing came to me and need my heart...i give it to it..but it only can take my happiness i respond it i only have some few of those drops..the rest was falling in my tears whit the name of a Dark Angel.
Giving him everything that i can give is not the wind have it and some part that i have i give it to a doll...
she told me thnx but she give me something for it..just like a trade.
-her's empty and broked heart-
she told me i can full and recover that heart but inside of me is deep darkness...going more and more and my winds will be the same problem that now i have.
But something good that she give me ...i will just like a doll Beauty and cute.. from outside everyone will see you beauty and seeying to you your happy are u , your world his happy and playfull...but from inside deep is your real face.
Those worlds it became a MASK that no much ppl can see it from my eyes...
this are my worlds that i can only say today and for now...
thnx and Greetings to my world
after i end this i could say some last words of those want to read more:
Where is Darkness ,Music ,and Souls i will be there and still waiting him in the gates of hell...of in the limbo..
but for now i'm caring my eyes blind to everything and putting this world difficult to my hands.
 Loli De Lucky · Thu Jul 13, 2006 @ 08:44pm · 1 Comments |
