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There's moments where you wish you could turn back time ... when the What ifs and the Could ofs take over your mind ... where you find yourself in a situation you think you wouldnt be able to handle ... But you feel fine ... how you always blame yourself ... even if you werent there ... A time where you would do anything, just to get it back ... A point where your so shocked you feel like your dreaming and cant wait for somone to pinch you .... But it doesnt happen ... Maybe If I didnt stay that extra night I could have watched and kept his attention on me ... he could still be Alive ... He would still be playing hide-and-seek with me ... he would be cuddle at my dad's head ... he would be licking your face 6:00 in the morning when the Alarm beeped ... If only I was there ... I could have stopped him from Running out on that street ... I might have been able to save his life ... but I didnt ... He could still be walking around that corner with his butterfly ears flopping and his tail wagging ..... I have one question .. what did I do to deserve this ... Yes everything happens for a reason .. but what is the reason ... I guess all you have to do is make the good from the bad ... Surreee .... I think I got it

Posted by: N-e-e-s-h-a Mon Jul 17, 2006 @ 04:22am

So Im Not British ... Oh Well!!

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Commented on: Mon Jul 17, 2006 @ 12:00pm


	yes...we all have those moments...tis life...nothing can change what has happened...so dont blame yourself not everything is in our power though we wish it was...i personally dont beleive too much in karma...i only beleive that we will only be decided when we are judged in the end

Commented on: Mon Jul 17, 2006 @ 07:56pm


	He was only 1 years old ... he had his whole life to live his birthday was on the 13th ... I just wish I had more time with him

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Commented on: Mon Jul 17, 2006 @ 11:18pm


	yes hugs...i feel for you...just dont ever forget him that way he will live forever in your heart...not much more i can say other then that

Commented on: Tue Jul 18, 2006 @ 04:56am


	An I thought I was one of the strong ones in my family ... My parents are crying and im the one comforting them .. telling them "its not good-bye its good-bye for now" and all that stuff .. I guess I was wrong ...

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Commented on: Tue Jul 18, 2006 @ 05:16am


	you are a strong person...just because you have a bit of sadness doesnt make you weak...it only shows that you are in fact a good person that you can even do that...

Commented on: Tue Jul 18, 2006 @ 09:31am


	Yea ... I just still cant believe he is gone ... it makes me mad but sad at the same time

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Commented on: Tue Jul 18, 2006 @ 06:38pm


	well be sad but dont be sad for too long hugs

Commented on: Tue Jul 18, 2006 @ 08:34pm


	At one point Ill be fine all happy and giddy then I could be all depressed and lets stay in my black abiss ... But I'm good ... I think ...

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Commented on: Tue Jul 18, 2006 @ 11:18pm


	lol i will be with you in the abiss!

Commented on: Tue Jul 18, 2006 @ 11:40pm


	oks! ... we can eat Brownies and Watch Disney movies!!

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Commented on: Wed Jul 19, 2006 @ 12:34am


	OMG THAT WOULD ROCK!

Commented on: Wed Jul 19, 2006 @ 01:18am


	I KNOW!!! .. I havent had Brownies for Ages!

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Commented on: Wed Jul 19, 2006 @ 02:21am


	meh either! im going to ask my mom for brownies!

Commented on: Wed Jul 19, 2006 @ 03:19am


	which one ... Brownies .. Or rice crispy squares??

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Commented on: Wed Jul 19, 2006 @ 03:44am


	brownies

Commented on: Wed Jul 19, 2006 @ 05:29am


	me to! 4laugh

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Commented on: Wed Jul 19, 2006 @ 06:10pm


	well then me three!

Commented on: Wed Jul 19, 2006 @ 07:02pm


	Me four stare

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Commented on: Wed Jul 19, 2006 @ 10:00pm


	well then me 11!

Commented on: Thu Jul 20, 2006 @ 03:13pm


	stop with the ELEVEN!!!! gonk Im going to have to go to an insanasilum because of you ....

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Commented on: Thu Aug 10, 2006 @ 05:26pm


	what why?

Commented on: Sat Aug 26, 2006 @ 05:55pm


	Im gonna go crazy trying to figure out what 11 means .... Dont be surprised if I live in the nut house by the time Im 30

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Commented on: Tue Aug 29, 2006 @ 04:49am


	11 is whatever you do or dont want it to mean! ^__^

Commented on: Wed Aug 30, 2006 @ 03:10am


	right ....

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Commented on: Thu Aug 31, 2006 @ 06:55pm


	see! makes perfect sense now! XD

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