i write and i talk, but no matter what i do, i'm just not getting it out, so one more time.......did i do the right thing? does lily still love me? but why does she act this way when i was trying to tell her that what she said hurt me? what's gonig on? i don't want to lose her......was i the one who was wrong? i said my appologies, but she still doesn't know........i realized something......just last night.....a lot of people would die for someone......but who would stay by someones side even after death? *shakes head* i love lily too much......i would die to save her...if it was her wish......if not, i wouldn't throw my life away......i'd keep her in my heart.......i don't know if i just miss her, but i will wait for her reply.....if she loves me or not.....i don't believe this is the end.......i'd hope that lily felt more for me than to leave me now.......but....for how much i care, if she did not love me, i will not bind her and beg for her heart....if i no longer hold it, it is hers to take back, and i won't try to steal it......whatever she does, i hope she tells me so that i don't mess up and make things worse......she is a glimering ice statue.....so beautiful and elegent....i wish nothing more than to be there for her when she needs me.......please need me.....i am yours to keep or discard as your heart desires.....i've given my heart to you, and you hold it.....
 Lovd-till-Death · Mon Jul 17, 2006 @ 07:21am · 1 Comments |
