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oh gawd oh gawd what have i done..i knew it..i ruined someone's happiness..i'm so srry..i don't deserve to live...if i had known..things would have worked out for them..i ruined it for them.. crying crying i can't forgive myself..oh gawd..but i feel even worst cuz i'm not gonna change anything..i like how it is..i feel sooo guilty..and terrible..but happy..i guess heaven doesn't want me now..i didn't know..i'm srry..i didn't know crying crying see no one tells me anything and then i hurt people..and then and then..oh gawd..maybe i'm not supposed to be happy.. crying crying maybe its true i am a screw up