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**holds head and screams* I'm not ******** usless! God I can't wait to get out of here! I hate every one here! please oh please make life go fast for once...I't not fair... I try to help, I get yelled at... I stay out of the way I get yelled at! my mom thinks it's a joke! IT'S NOT A ******** JOKE WHEN HE YELLS AND I LEAVE CRYING! *puches the wall and cranks radio* I can't take it! why... I'm not stupid.. I'm not usless... I... I just don't want to deal with it anymore... *kicks the desk* Maybe if I died or ran away! I did do it! ever time PJ come home the house is a mess and I get called useless! he never get's yelled at.... I always get blamed! there so lucky I have a reson to live.... there lucky I know the person I will be with when I leave! *smashes random glass* what if I still had issues! I'd ******** be dead! there killing me and they can't even see it! *pulls on hair* I just what to leave.... please make the year go by fast... please .... no more... please don't get upset if you read this... please... just... just pray for me... please.............