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there are things that I do that , for some reason, i dont know why I do them.

I great strangers like Ive known them all my life.

I'm friends with my enemies.

I question my own beleifs.

I stare at the sky and wonder what else is out there.

I find myself being deceptive, without even trying.

Im to nice, to people who dont deserve it.

I know all the answers, but ask the questions anyways.

I worry about the things that dont need to be worried about.

I dont sleep when im tired.

I sing in the shower

I walk in the rain.

I work constantly.

I never take a break... no matter how much i need it.

I do things that need to be done, because Im the only one who well do them.

I blame myself when things go wrong.

I dont want to be touched, but I long for human contact.

I think about everything that can go wrong, before i make a decision.

I expect the worst but hope for the best.

I think about things that no one else will.

I get depressed for no real reason.

I stand in the middle of my yard at night durring thunder storms.

I wonder what it would be like to live 500 years ago.

I talk like a pirate.

I get lost in the woods on purpose.

I talk to myself...

I answer myself back....

I sit on my roof at night with a cooler of beer and stare at the stars.

I get into fights for the hell of it.

I do everything I can to not have to do something... but then do it anyways.

these are just some of the things I do that i dont understand why... maybe theyt just add to who i am....