The End.
God. I can't believe myself. I can't believe anything anymore. Why do I do this to myself? I hate myself...
I hate everything. I just wish it didn't hurt so much anymore. I knew it from the beginning not to expect anything from anyone on here; not to get too close. Damnit...I led myself into the same damn trap again! I just keep repeating the same ******** mistakes.
I want to cry right now, and thats what I hate the most. I'm not supposed to feel anything. I have real people for that s**t. Not here...
It was all a lie folks...Its a funny thing you know. You meet someone...think they're nice, then they make you believe in all this lovey-dovey crap, when all you are to them is the next step in the ladder. I let him use me goddamnit. I let him do it.
And it felt good too.
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I did not know what to say then, and I still don't, but I won't ignore it anymore.
I don't recall if I knew the sircumstances of what or who had upset you.
Now I wish I did,
I'd have done anything to amend it.