okay so I guess I am writing. Well, typing, but you get the gyst. I think I won't actually write anything world shattering. My goal is going to be to either offend no one or offend all. I haven't quite decided yet.
So on to the whining. If anyone says anything different, they don't post much.
I finally got my mole checked out. I had been putting it off for a really long time. Mostly because it is in the one spot I can't see. It's hard to worry about a mole you can't reach see or notice. But after a while of prodding a finally went to see the doctor. He pulled it out and said melanoma about a million times. I know there are different stages of melanoma so I was not too frightened. The biopsy came back and it was more than topical melanomaso know I have to get surgery and have a bunch of tests to see if it has spread. Of course my family is freaking out. I really don't think it has. So I am trying not to worry. Actually I am not worried. I am very calm about it, because I am fairly certain that the surgery will take care of it. The only annoying factor is that I just got my stitches out from the first excision and now they are taking out normal skin... ewww.
I think the only thing that annoys me about this is that I don't run out and hug the sun. I lived in New York City, which has no access to the sun. I don't really go outside and I maybe go to the beach once a year. I use sunblock. I don't go to tanning salons to get tan. So all I can think is ...zuh? I am not saying ooooh why me... I am just saying how? Of course the how goes into me waiting a while to get it checked and my skin is very sensitive...but still.. razz I mean I know people who sun bathe in Crisco. How come the skin cancer fairy isn't tapping their shoulders too? Guess its just my turn. o.O?
But it's all good.
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