What is this? [+] created by 3.99 Anime Shop & NarutoFever
I don't know what to do anymore...
I feel lost, I am not sure about anything. I doubt myself in everything. Lots of people are miserable because of me. Nobody cares or stops to listen. I have tons of questions in my head that I am afraid to ask. I can't sleep nor do I have anybody to talk to. My "friends" are gone, they don't even consider me friends anymore. I HAVE NO ONE! It hurts...
My throat feels raw from all my unshed tears. I'm so afraid of what is coming next for me. I'm so nervous, anxious and aprehensive about going on my own. About leaving everyone behind and the problems I have brought up.
I don't even know what I wan't anymore. To be honest I always hoped to die before I got to college. Horrible and stupid I know but that's all I ever saw in my future. I look In the mirror and I despise the person in it. There's this bad feeling inside me I can't describe it though. It's just so depressing, I feel as if I'm doing something wrong. Like I'm missing a step.
I try not to think about it but when I do the tears just start flowing. I've done pretty well at avoinding it by keep myself busy working and reading books but today was just too much.
What's wrong with me? gonk
P.S. If your gonna rag on me, I warn you I will bite your head off/flame you.
emo
Community Member
(directed at someone...)