Veixlar Well, I suppose the game is up everyone. Tai's gone...and I must be next.
Long ago I recieved botted gold, not knowing who it was from, that it was botted, what botting was, or what a crime botting is on this site.
I recieved a massive amount of gold, even more than my original donations to the site had granted me.
I fear for the accounts of all of you. Though I have not recieved anything that may harm your accounts within the last three months, I fear even one gold of the original amount of botted gold that was given to any of you may be enough.
Instead of leaving my future up to chance, instead of waiting two years and signing onto Gaia one morning to find that my account and all the accounts of my friends have been banned, I have made the first move, and have contacted an Omni-moderator I have come to trust, asking her to give me a single member-to-member response before she must act as an Omni-Moderator.
I stand before you in my original dream avatar, one I found on TekTek four months ago. If I am lost, Gaia will remember me as this.
I no longer care about my account - I have given enough of my items to my alternate accounts to pay off all debts I owe to people, and claimed my guilt, and asked that any of my friends be spared.
Tai...I'm so sorry about your account...I...know it's only a matter of time now...
Everyone...I will never be able to forgive myself if you are lost in this horrible exchange, and I beg that you forgive me for ever putting your accounts into danger.
This account is tainted, and to my knowledge...can remain tainted, even years from now. I must act...
Thank you all for being there for me. I pray this is not the end of my time on Gaia.
I await the moderator's response even as I write this.
This was one of the last messages that he sent. I can't write enough of the right words now because my eyes are blurred with tears. He was my Sensei, and not only mine. Others who are expected to get banned as well. My best friends on Gaia. Tai is already gone, he was great at role playing. Veixlar doesn't deserve to be banned in the least, he's helped to complete quests of many and was overall a good person. He was probably my best friend in the group of us, he was the glue that held us together. Veix doesn't deserve this. What kind of guy that understands the meaning of what it would be like to have an angelic halo should be banned? Veixlar recieved one million gold from someone that he believed was his friend at the time. He didn't know it was botted gold, nor did he until after he had spent the majority of it on others and had given donations and items away.
Veixlar Everyone...this is the final version of my very first dream avatar. The Blue Daffodil Bouquet is symbolic...the flowers I gave out on my very first quest... The second bouquet was given to me by a very dear friend. She was the first to give me a bouquet of flowers...and I see it fitting that petals of my time here be remembered forever.
I asked him to hold the bouquet of daisies that I gave him, and I'll be holding a bouquet of blue daffodils that he gave to me after I drew him for the first time. I still believe that he paid me too much gold for it, but thats just like him. We'd send a trade with some gold, but then he'd send the trade back and you always ended up getting more gold than what you started with. He was just that kind of guy... I was actually able to make that bouquet with the avatar art payment as I recall. And I was able to give it to him without getting something in return. He'd much rather give than recieve, and that was one of the best things about him. Except when it came to questing; then he became a bit stubborn. He'd pull the trick noted above and give you gold in return, and then he'd still add you to his list of donators.
Veixlar Thank you for the daisies. Did you know...? In my first exchanges, I would give blue daffodils to anyone who helped me out. If you see someone on my friends list who has a blue daffodil, it's is likely from me. XD Thank you so much, I really appreciate it. ^_^
Veix, you are an angel and you deserve an angelic halo now have an angelic halo. You'll never be forgotton, and neither will your teachings.
we'll always remember what you told us and so many others:Be thou for the peopleI hope you got a chance to read this Rain...
Veixlar ^_^ I'm very happy I met you. So long as I am part of Gaia, no matter what happens to me, if I become banned, or if I become a moderator, that name is going to stay, and people will know you are part of who Veixlar is. =P
Faded but not Forgotten, you'll always be with us Veixlar, Sensei
flute.soloist · Fri Aug 04, 2006 @ 02:57am · 3 Comments |