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I'm sick of this s**t
God should just let my life slip
Looking around i see nothing for me
Its been empty for eternity
Then i saw you and you turned things around
Then you took it back and made ME frown
God ******** hates me
Loves to see me in pain
Has everything iv done been invane
Looking into this dark sky
I wish that i could fly
Just to heaven to see gods face
when i tell him i hate the whole human race
Heaven and hell
they're all the same
Nothing diffrent except the color and name
Longing for deaths close embrace
a dark face
someone who loves me
someone who cares evnough to see that
I'm nothing but scared
Scared of the love
Scared of the pain
That life brings us to drag us down
Sick of the guilt
Sick of the emptyness i feel inside
Sick of these feeling that i cannot hide.
Waiting to be swallowed by the darkness inside.
Where are you..
When i need to hide
You let me believe that your such a saint
When all you do
Is paint the world
with blood and war
Whats in store for those who die
those who give

I asked you to kill me and you looked the other way
Is there something I'm supposed to acomplish
A murderous intent when i will look into your eyes
A devil in disguise

******** the world
Pretedning to care

******** the world
I'm ready to die...