Wow... It has now been more than ten years since you left. This is a hard fact for me to wake up to the last few days. Watching everyone else move off, get married, start families... Knowing I wouldn't be feeling this way if things had been different. I am so glad I have my Reborns. When I hold them, I momentarily stop thinking about how everything else has fallen apart. They're the only thing really keeping my sanity in a sense while I face dealing with having to date other men- a terrifying nightmare to have to deal with. I miss us. I miss the happiness and security. But I know that none of it is coming back and I have to be okay with that.
I will be okay. I will be fine.
Snugglejuice Community Member 
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