Sigh....
I'm feeling sad all of a sudden... I was just thinking back on memories and my best buddies and I felt depressed. You know why? Because deep in my heart I had a feeling that I would never see them again. And if I did, it just wouldn't be the same... It would be... Awkward. I just don't know why. I also can't meet all my old pals because I moved, and my parents are too busy to let me visit them. They also banned me from visiting certain friends and that makes me sad. Because those friends were the best of all and I can't see them? Visit them? Hear their voice? Its just not the same anymore. I just wish everything was just back to normal and never changed, that way I could stay with my friends. But then again, here at my new shcool I made new friends and they are my best pals two. Now I am being torn apart, I can't live in one place without missing the other... I just wish they were all in one place... But the truth of reality hurts and disolves that wish...
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