okeeeeeee so, im back from my counciling appointment. . . . i spent most of the time crying. . . . how embarrassing. . . . o well *its raining heart * but she said that it was a good thing that i was crying and that i was showing improvement and bla bla bla and despite my discussion with my "mom" on the way there about how i really dont feel like going to counciling anymore, i am rescheduled for 2pm on the 22nd of august -had to note so that i can hopefully remember it i actually do feel a little better. i guess that sometimes i really do need to just go to counciling, even if all it does is reassure me that there is something wrong with the household and not just me. and it does help give me hope every once in a while. ive been feelilng the need for a good cry the past few days and i just couldnt figure out why until today. i think we may have temporarily figured somethings out today. im not sure what. but ya know, whatever. anywho, tis raining and im not outside. there is something horribly wrong about that sentence. try figuring it out while i go run outside. xp
p.s. i have a moca frapacino (the bottled starbucks kind heart ) 4laugh whee
Unni Ineo · Thu Aug 10, 2006 @ 08:43pm · 3 Comments |