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AFTER Christmas
so christmas for me was excellent, i got a lil tipsy (drunk) just a lil besides i was only drinkin wine and mist coolers....right so i got tons of great gifts except that one gift which i practically get every year: a sweater or stupid gift from my aunt.
i got over 100 dollars and went shopping! oh yeah!
New Year's Resolutions
so new year's is like right around the freakin sharp corner waiting to bite u in the a** with resolutions! ha! i say ******** resolutions all i need to do this new year is nothin! i work to hard at school to not give myself a vacation! the only resolution i have is to have no resolutions!
Stuff
i wrote this poem for fun and it ended up being for someone....its not those poems that rythm well some of it does but anywayz its mostly sentimental feeling and deep emontions u have to figure out by reading it..so here it is enjoy......

If i had the power to rewind time, what would i do?
would i use it to stop
pain and suffering stabbing you?
To cover the essance of temptations
or wonder back to our first steps
Reacjing the very first kiss
Feeling out what made us come together
yet standing here in the abiss
Touching the shoulder of anger and fustration
Peeking through the tears and sadness
Walking pass the times of joy, knowing
whats to be expected, playing with the
sands of time like a child's toy
with such power do you think i would take it?
Do you think i would enjoy having the very heart
of you in the palm of my hand?
Being able to control the destinies and
fates,changing opportunities, encounters
and dates, running from the problems
rewinding in ecstacy to satisfy my needs, my
pleasure molding into perfection our life
completing the path, road, or destination
stopping only to rejoice that in my fingers i hold
an endless vortex pulling no emontion into it
but replaying the moments thats seem to stay unforgettable
never learning staying empty within this placed moment
never growing always staying still and short of soul
hearing the echos of enjoyment through the faint, hallow
vioces of stationary faces.....now would you just explain
to me why i would want such amusment as in rewinding time
when all i have is simple and refine!
when all i know is happy and good, when all i have is wonderful
well-spoken with a positive mood. When all i have is heart-
warming with a sense of pride, accompilishment thrown and mixed all
inside, when all i have is beatuty, crystal truthful-eyes staring perpetually
into goals and dreams, when all i have is dulcet words filling my lungs
replacing the air.....
What would i do with the power to rewind time? and my answer to this
now less-than purplexing question....
nothin!
For every moment spent with you is like treasure worth hiding and
holding close, nothing no ounce of time is to be regreted or taken-back
whatever happens i'll embrace it, understand it, kiss it, love it, connect
with it, i'll hold it until the time passes through my body.
I'll hold each second of recorded time like if it were the last and be
it good or bad whatever happens, happens for a reason.....