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I ******** hate....
It seems no matter how hard i try, no matter how much I escape.... everything falls on my sholders

It's all my falt right? I eat a few pices of pizza and now I'm the ******** pig that ate the whole thing!

I am not home all day and everyting is my falt right!?

Can't i ever make you proud? every move is my falt he's the fat little angel right?

Why does every one here make me feel like an emptiy shell of the girl I could be? I'm never going to get any better with insults...

I'm so bad I cry in my room for no reason i can't take a joke.... I'm hurting myself and my friends with my attitude...I wake up crying whats so wrong with me? why can't I be normal? I just want a friday were I can be happy...... with out ******** crying........

Hate
I hate dad
I hate mom
I hate all of them
Making me sad
I'm worse then a bomb
CRAZY
******** CRAZY!
why must you make me cry!?
curling up and sitting on my knees again....
why!?
why am I the only wrong one?


I can't write more or I'll flip a ******** lid
sorry again
see ya next time
dante