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Have you ever felt like your friends are slipping away?

Your Fading
I just want to hold the moments we had. Your still here but i can see your fading.

Your fading from my heart, and from my mind. Remeber all thoose times, we siad i

got your back, and i got yours. They hurt you and they're pretty doomed. If your

hurt i would be there, but i can't find you becuase your fading. Are friend ship

would last for ever, thats what we said. Now i cry because it hurts to think your

going to be here. You dropped me here, left with nothing. I dont know what

happened but i miss you. I'm trying to bring you back, but the only thing i can get

from you is hello. I just want to hold it. Hold the memories we once had. Embrass

the happyness we once had. I just want to live it again say it won't last forever. Little charms and bracelets never helped that why we never got them. Now i never get you. I just want you to hold the thought we once had, the deep emtions we once shared. Wispering secrets that no one new, but every one cared to know.We laughed and played thinking it would always last this way. But i know we will never be the same for we are never near, a new friend ship. Only one thats breaking. WHY!i'm crying so hard thinking what we had and whats left is only dust of memories. I can't remeber the last you smiled at me and it looked real and not just fake. I try so hard to talk to you but you seem so caught up holding what you have now. While i'm trying to hold what was then. I'm trying to hold me and you, hoping like a puzzle the pieces would come back together and it would all be nice. But i cry trying to fit the peices that don't macht, and i found out none do. I want to say all the sorries i've never siad. All the times i wasn't there for you. So please just look at me for the last time, and let me say i'm sorry