Yahoo!
It's saturday! Well that would mean something if I only had two day weekends but...anyways. I'm glad to be alive and thats good enough to shout yahoo for me. 3nodding Well I got myself up earlier today at around ten and went into town with my family. We went to get some food and I made my parents buy me this cereal with a super mario brothers dvd in it! I haven't seen that cartoon since I was like five I just watched the one episode that was on the dvd. It brought back some memories for me.
The cartoon was corny but I liked it as a kid darnit! It's still good now too. Well last night I called up an old friend. I haven't talked with him since I graduated in may. It was good catching up on things. He wants to hang out when my girlfriend comes up here. I doubt that will happen just like all our old plans. But I guess we'll see well last night I watched return on the king again. While I waited for Julia to call she was gone playing in band at a football game and couldn't call untill around midnight.
Right now she's at some band competition and will be all day. I won't be able to talk with her untill nine or ten tonight. That makes me sad because I'm going to miss her so much! But I can wait for her she's well worth the wait. heart Hmm I think it's time I write something up that has to deal with my life. It could be either my personal opinion on something or a story from my own experiences. I guess we'll find out whenever the first thing pops in my head. Any second now and...
I got nothing. sweatdrop Don't you hate that when you want to write something worth while and you can't? It's bugged me for many years now I set out to make something decent and when the time comes. I get no where it's almost as if I can only write something interesting. When I'm not thinking or planning on doing it at all. Almost just at random when I start typing and words start spilling out. But thats not my fault I can't control my train of thought. Or whatever I find interesting in that exact moment.
I think thats my problem I'm sitting here wanting to write something interesting and in my mind. Anything I think of is not interesting in the slightest. This brings my mind back to psychology class. Looking at it in that light it appears as if the way of thinking. Something I'm doing is neither interesting or worth while. Is being affected by my super ego. Which is our concious based on what we find acceptable in society. Apparently I'm thinking that if I don't right anything but babble others will grow tired and accordingly reflect that upon me.
It seems as if by thinking that way. I'm actually being self concious about myself and unconfiedent. Why should I care if what I write has any meaning to it? This journal is really only for myself. It doesn't need to serve any real purpose but just for means for me to get whatever I'm thinking out. Which is pretty much what I'm doing now. I'm not thinking ahead I'm just typing as thoughts come forth. So what I think all this rambling means. I shouldn't look to much into what I write. Or more specifically I shouldn't look to much into myself for anything.
You know what? Enough of whatever those thoughts were. I'm off that topic now. Here have a picture.
Theres a picture from the very first trip to see my girlfriend. That trip was interesting we spent the weekend in her town with her friends and parent. At that time Julia and I had to keep holding hands and such a secret for her parents didn't know we were together. If they did we probally would of never been allowed to meet. But anyways in that picture from left to right is. Daniel, Jacob, Myself, And Julia. We were being silly in the picture well jacob and I. So I think it's amusing. 3nodding Well saving time!
~DJ Bothwell
 XDvandalDJ · Sat Oct 02, 2004 @ 08:44pm · 3 Comments |
