Deep inside
People have no idea on how it feels to try to commit suicide
But when you come into this cruel world you go trough so many home sides
Were you feel the pain and cries
And everyone you trust all they do is feed you lies
Were you want to spread your wings and just fly away
But no matter how hard you try to go you always find a reason to that it makes u want to stay
But just like tupac revenge is the sweetest thing you’ll ever have to pay
You have to keep your head up and try to be brave
And say ******** everybody who tells you to always behave
But they would know the reason of why you act like this if they could see trough your eyes and your lifeless face that life is nothing but a messed up maze
When you think that you found it, it changes and it’s hard to explain
And why do people say what they say in the way that they say it if what they try say they make it so complicated when they can take it the easy way and just duplicate it
But it’s cause the united states is full of racist ******** who just have to hate it
You go for first place but you get second cause some dumb a** unoriginal ***** imitated
Deep in you system you feel double crossed and you talent starts fading
Still it comes back trough an urge in your veins but you sigh
Because you complain a lot but you feel bad cause to everyone you’ve lied
But what you hide is the knowing that deep inside the middle and center of you heartYou have already died
by David mendoza aka MrSaD
People have no idea on how it feels to try to commit suicide
But when you come into this cruel world you go trough so many home sides
Were you feel the pain and cries
And everyone you trust all they do is feed you lies
Were you want to spread your wings and just fly away
But no matter how hard you try to go you always find a reason to that it makes u want to stay
But just like tupac revenge is the sweetest thing you’ll ever have to pay
You have to keep your head up and try to be brave
And say ******** everybody who tells you to always behave
But they would know the reason of why you act like this if they could see trough your eyes and your lifeless face that life is nothing but a messed up maze
When you think that you found it, it changes and it’s hard to explain
And why do people say what they say in the way that they say it if what they try say they make it so complicated when they can take it the easy way and just duplicate it
But it’s cause the united states is full of racist ******** who just have to hate it
You go for first place but you get second cause some dumb a** unoriginal ***** imitated
Deep in you system you feel double crossed and you talent starts fading
Still it comes back trough an urge in your veins but you sigh
Because you complain a lot but you feel bad cause to everyone you’ve lied
But what you hide is the knowing that deep inside the middle and center of you heartYou have already died
by David mendoza aka MrSaD
(david is a close friend of mine, the kind your willing to put your life on the line for. this is his feelings and he knows i feel the same. so i honor my first post by putting in his words...much love Edwin)