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there was a spirit that has lifted my darkness in my heart and turned it into a burning flame of joy and love.
the passion i've felt was like any other feeling that flowed through my corpse.
she was my spirit of love i would call her, she was always there for me as i was for her.
i've held her hand when she was in trouble, but then for awhile she was not holding mine. we were together for 3 months, and 2 days before the aniversary of our spirits joining together she whispers to me: "will you be mad at me about this?"
and i knew from that instant what she ment, 'cause for i had helped her come to terms with an ex of hers and she said the same thing for him especially when she has a friend and looks at them and makes a request : "could you help me start this off?" and then breaks it to you.

she will not explain why she has done this to me and now she shoves into a closet which is now my tomb back into an eternal slumber from love and it is bouned not to rekindle ever again, with the tears of repent flowing down me porceline face cracking as it flows down my cheek, from these aqua blue diamond eyes of mine.