Today was horrid!
First we go to church right? Not a bad thing at all, untill paster paula starts nagging at me for no reason. Trying to tell me to forget about my schooling and my love for Courtney and to start focusing on god so much that I don't have a life. She doesn't even know my connection with god. God rules over my life and I don't do a thing with out him. The same goes for Courtney, I never do any thing without thinking about her.
But then it get's worse!
We come home, I get a hair cut and when I get back I do most of my homework. But right in the middle of my homework my parents get in a huge fight and it's over me! Then I come to find out (by hearing clean across the house) That they are throwing aroudn the Divorce word! If that happens... I don't know what I'd do! Where I'd go! I can't leave my high school, and I'm not sure I'd have a computer any more if that happend meaning I'd never get to speak with my beloved Courtney. I don't know if Shan would let me move in with her while I stayed in my high school, Shan being Gregs mom. she might but I mean, imagine loveing your family even though they piss you off alot. Right but then you come to find out that they are breaking up and it's all your fault, or at least you feel that way.
Dear Courtney,
I was so lost with out you today. I'm in peril and I need your reasurence. I long for your comforting arms even more. I didn't think I could but I wish I was in with you so much right now I'm on the brink of tears.
Dearly beloved, If your reading this, I'm so confused right now, I don't know what to do. I need you. I love you so much.
Your Hopless Romeo,
Jeremaih
 Protector of the States · Mon Sep 18, 2006 @ 05:19am · 1 Comments |
