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hm. . . . welllllllll
maybe i better start with last night. last night, i was working on trying to finish my 18x24 colored pencil architecture project. i worked on it all day, except for about 2 hours, most of which were spent whining and wating for dinner. i think im being forced into anorexia sweatdrop i also had an in progress cluttered piece to work on. both were due today. so, i was awake until at least 12:30, not too bad, but i set my alarm for 2:30 so that i could start sketching out my in progress piece. i had finished the one, but was too tired to bother with the second, especially after going for a walk and what not. anywho, my alarm went off, i woke up instantly. thought about it, realizing i was exhausted, reset it for 4 am figuring that i could pull off some kind of sketch by the time i had to leave for school. i didnt wake up until 5 am, at which point, in a panic and kind of depressed because i really just wanted to curl up in bed and lay there for a while, i began franticly and carelessly sketching the area id been thinking about drawing for days. i knew it was gonna look like s**t when i was sketching it and couldnt figure out proportions and refused to measure anything other than angles. i didnt give any thought to the actual composition or the movement or anything ele. i got to school, knowing that it looked like s**t, but whatever. by lunch, i had gained the same feeling i had last time. i just knew i wasnt going to have to present that day, and i was right, just like last time. however, when this one guy in my class didnt show up, miss shafer (more correctly mrs gauer now, but she will always be shafer to me) asked me if i had my stuff at school, as though i would leave it at home not knowing for sure if id need it today or not rolleyes , and so of course i said yes, deciding it nearly pointless to lie. so, i stuck my architecture piece and my horrible sketch up. miss shafer told me to tell logan, that was the guys name, sarcastically "thanks for not showing up today". so, when he showed up during the last 10 minutes of class, miss shafer told me to say it, and not knowing exactly what to do i said it. sweatdrop i feel stupid. o well. and then i felt bad when he started appologizing gonk , but o well. i actually didnt mind that i presented my stuff today. it relieved me of having to work on anything today, although i should have. and then leaving that class, i ran into my english teacher that i really didnt like last year. for some reason, she keeps hanging out in my other art teachers room during 5th bell. i think she said something about study hall being over there for her. so anywho, walking down the hall in the same direction as her, it was hard to pretend not to notice her. she mentioned something to me about using my puritan project from last year as an example of a good project. i was proud, but it was really awkward because i couldnt remember for the life of me what project she was talking about and i didnt want to ask and reveal to her that i forgot about last year. so then there was a really long silence, which i absolutely couldnt stand, so i asked her, rather stupidly, how shed been. and i got a rather long answer, which is how i learned she had her study hall class all the way across the school from her normal room. then she had to go take the elevator and i ran down the stairs horrified. im so not used to talking to teachers and everything. o and my mouth had been tired from the weird expression my face gets stuck in during critiques and whlie talking to teachers and people. an expression that is usually kind of a smile, but my face stiffens up and yeah. so anywho, then i went off to study hall after bursting this entire story to sian. there i rushed through the rest of my math homework, read a manga, doodled with crayons, got a headache/migrane from listening to all the different s**t going on. things like cRap music blasting and the teachers random station, who is the husband of my other art teacher, mrs. kessler, and all the talking and texting and everything. o but before all the noise started up, after finishing my math and sitting there for a few minutes, it suddenly hit me that the project was the one where i had to find something in the news paper and explain if there was still puritan influence in our society today. i made a huge "OHHHH" expression xd sweatdrop o and i had a math quiz/test earlier in the day that i had been worried about because i didnt have a chance to study for except during my first bell, when people were counting up survey answers for econ. but the test/quiz wasnt too bad. i cant say i did wonderful on it since im prone to making tons of stupid mistakes, even after double checking answers. then after school, i had a meeting with miss shafer, my "mom", and the student teacher to talk about majoring in art and applying to colleges. i need to start applying places, listing places, rating them according to how well they meet my needs/wants in a school, setting up college visits, and doing all sorts of stuff. she recommended some schools too. i cant wait to figure out where i want to go. im thinking that the one she mentioned that up in columbus sounds good. or savannah. or maybe chicago, since mel mel is up there.
anywho, i wants my kyo. im seriously in love, at least with the idea of being in love. . . . which reminds me, thats part of being a pisces sweatdrop o well. dude, it gives me inspiration for stories. i have a cute daydream going in my head though it doesnt have much to the plot yet, just the character-relationships and a few scenes. one of which involves hot coco. and short people. and bands. and cross dresser costumes being worn by a girl, instead of the guy that was supposed to be wearing it. dont ask, im horrible at explaining. and diru rocks. i need an ipod though. and smaller headphones. at least smaller headphones. wearing studio-style headphones in public is just odd and makes me uber self-conscious.
o so um, back to the story. so, the meeting lasted a little while. mainly consisted of me sitting there with that same stiff smile expression on my face while miss shafer went on explaining a lot of stuff. and occassional question was asked by her to me and i of course answered, but kept it brief. "mom" talked as well, though she seemed to concentrate more on noting what miss shafer was saying.
anywho, im kind of inspired to look at colleges, just not tonigh. im way too tired. and for at least the next week, im gonna be very busy. this weekend, if all goes as im planning, i wont be leaving my room much and ill be revising a lot as well as working on my two art projects that will be looked at on wednesday/thursday.
anywho, its about time for my walk. i also have latin to do, but im not too sure i want to bother with it tonight. i might save it for study hall. i hope i didnt have english homework. o well. walk time in just a few minutes.
Unni Ineo · Thu Sep 21, 2006 @ 02:53am · 2 Comments |
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