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As I sit alone and think i'm dumb,
my body tingles,then gets very numb.
I feel now,as if my heart will explode,
too many emotions at once,a total overload.
Love hurts,kills,bleeds,or even thrives,
It also causes many people to shutdown and die.
I know soon it will come back to me,
I would even die for this feeling,just to be.
It has total control, mind,body,and soul,
to lose it,is to simply let life go.
I feel warmth,oh so very near,
but lay down alone,with such great fear.
I look down with wrists both now cut,
My family always told me, "you're a nut"
She now walks through the door,oh so appealing,
Then,instantaniousley both wrists start healing.
no,I didn't take my life,or even try,
all the pain was mental,the death was inside.
You should always love,and make it your very best,
or alone now, is where your soul will always rest.