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Why should I live?
why should I talk?
Why should I care?
Does anyone care for me?
Why?
Why cant I stop living right now?
Why cant I just make the pain go away?
Why do I help people?
Should I run away?
Why are we here?
Can I make the pain stop?
Should I?
Should I die tonight?
love tonight?
tell me why.
should I think about you?
will you think of me?
why?
do you want me to go away?
Do you hate me?
Why?
why is everything horrible?
why is it not stoping?
Can you tell me why?

this is how I really feel. I dont slit my rists or do anything like that. I just want to know why.