I'm Alive!
:D!
Rah!
I'm currently drowning in schoolwork.
My back has been killing me lately.
Because of trying to help one friend, four people no longer speak to me.
She thought she was having a miscarraige.
I told her mommy.
She had someone threaten to kill me.
If she had been having one, I would've saved her life by telling.
She didn't understand that.
I found out that her boyfriend is cheating on her.
She wouldn't believe me if I told her.
He's brainwashed her.
Most of my old friends sided with them.
I never talk with old friends anymore.
My parents think i'm anorexic.
Apparently I show signs of Severe Depression.
I've been really grumpy lately.
I'm lonely.
It took my father a week to notice that I'd redyed my hair.
We've had several conversations since i dyed it.
I lost ten pounds in a few days from stress noteating.
I gained three back from Choco Fudge Poptarts.
I named the flies from my friend's science project.
Her friend yelled at me because she didn't like the names.
I'm still not sleeping well.
I love my pink DS.
The classring lady got mad at me for joking that I wanted my nickname on my ring.
She was very embarassed when she realized I wasn't kidding.
90% of my social life exists on my phone.
I haven't spoken to a person in days.
I'm still not allowed to buy a bunny.
I think i'm failing AP US History.
I'm kind of a failure at everything.
I'm annoyed with my hormone driven peers who think they're in love.
Or maybe just jealous that they feel they're loved, will always be cared for and have someone there for them.
I'm very pessimistic about love.
My life feels a little like the movie Welcome to the Dollhouse.
Listening to The Smiths isn't helping.
My dad will not remember the conversations we had today.
Nor will he remember that we decided to go see the Rome exhibit.
He will yell when I ask about it.
My back itches in a place I cannot reach.
Reaching for it makes my back hurt.
Current Mood: Sad and Lonely
Sorry for the emo.
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:D!
Rah!
I'm currently drowning in schoolwork.
My back has been killing me lately.
Because of trying to help one friend, four people no longer speak to me.
She thought she was having a miscarraige.
I told her mommy.
She had someone threaten to kill me.
If she had been having one, I would've saved her life by telling.
She didn't understand that.
I found out that her boyfriend is cheating on her.
She wouldn't believe me if I told her.
He's brainwashed her.
Most of my old friends sided with them.
I never talk with old friends anymore.
My parents think i'm anorexic.
Apparently I show signs of Severe Depression.
I've been really grumpy lately.
I'm lonely.
It took my father a week to notice that I'd redyed my hair.
We've had several conversations since i dyed it.
I lost ten pounds in a few days from stress noteating.
I gained three back from Choco Fudge Poptarts.
I named the flies from my friend's science project.
Her friend yelled at me because she didn't like the names.
I'm still not sleeping well.
I love my pink DS.
The classring lady got mad at me for joking that I wanted my nickname on my ring.
She was very embarassed when she realized I wasn't kidding.
90% of my social life exists on my phone.
I haven't spoken to a person in days.
I'm still not allowed to buy a bunny.
I think i'm failing AP US History.
I'm kind of a failure at everything.
I'm annoyed with my hormone driven peers who think they're in love.
Or maybe just jealous that they feel they're loved, will always be cared for and have someone there for them.
I'm very pessimistic about love.
My life feels a little like the movie Welcome to the Dollhouse.
Listening to The Smiths isn't helping.
My dad will not remember the conversations we had today.
Nor will he remember that we decided to go see the Rome exhibit.
He will yell when I ask about it.
My back itches in a place I cannot reach.
Reaching for it makes my back hurt.
Current Mood: Sad and Lonely
Sorry for the emo.
: 3
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