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so, what all is on my mind. . . . sweatdrop stare maybe thisll help me clear it. . . . right up front, my rough draft of an essay, 3-4 pages is due tomorrow. . . . i have 4 very basic notes written so far. . . . ive been spacey all day, especially after i had my braces adjusted. . . . im also getting tired now. . . . next, im kinda worried about computer art, my slacker class, because for days i havent been able to decide anything for the new project and mrs. kessler has suddenly strictened (o.0; is that a word >.0) up. . . . what else. . . . um. . . . homecoming was saturday. . . . i dont know what it is, but put me in a dress, change my hair, do my make-up, stick me at a social gathering, and instantly i become a different person. . . . i dont really like that person later, but at the time, i couldnt be having much more fun. . . . i think part of it is the whole pisces being mutable thing and absorbing/becoming other peoples thoughts/feelings/actions/attitudes. . . . the other part i dun even wanna know . . . . okee. . . . then there is the other art. AP art. i actually worked a lot yesterday on my project thats due wednesday. sure it still has quite a bit of work to be done, but for the most part, its all basically there. i still need to start my in-progress work too. my trees heart its nice to be doing paints for a change. i love to draw and everything, but by the time youve had to do 4 or so projects mostly drawing, your arm is tired and bored. . . . so, um. . . . my project thus far looks decent from far away, except for a few things that can be major if i dont work on them. it looks abstract and incorrect within about 20 feet though. . . . my other classes are being shitty though. i cant concentrate in any of them lately. and even when i can concentrate, none of them really make sense or go anywhere. . . . i have so many school projects due next week. . . . besides my normal art projects, there are revisions on as many pieces as i can get around to, get slides taken, make a comic for latin, make an advertisement(poster) for econ, write my english essay. . . . plus the not so 'big' things or not so immediate stuff like generally learning math and latin, which iv been unable to concentrate on for the most part . . . . and dont even get me started on looking at colleges gonk
anywho, then there is the problem of tai having a really bad urinary infection, again, but worse. . . . he saw a vet today though. . . . hes spent a lot of time in my room lately though. . . .
but im am such a space case lately. . . . i doodle all over everything. . . . i daydream and read mangas and talk all the time. . . . im also quite tired. . . . and see, i know that this essay isnt really so bad. last essay, i figured out kind of a formula to make everything cohesive and what not. the only problem is that i cant concentrate. and as i said before, its only getting worse and worse as i grow more and more tired. . . .
o and to add in the bit about 'parentals' lately. . . . so for the past few weeks 'mom' has been rather intolerable. . . . always getting on me for the same few things. i havent been able to safely come out of my room for weeks. . . . today wasnt so bad, but that doesnt mean shes stopped. . . . as for rick, hes still the same selfish, ignorant a** he always was. . . . and gregs pretty bad too. . . . i havent seen much of geoff, but iv been trying to be 'tolerant' and maybe even 'friendly' towards them. . . . kinda 'sociable' i guess. . . . i havent threatened anyone in a few days. . . . sweatdrop in fact, at the dance, when one of them threw up, i later saw him and asked him if he was feeling better, but in a joking way as not to embarrass him too much or make things too awkward sweatdrop im nice like that i guess sweatdrop actually, i think i may be a very loveable person at heart. . . . the only problem is im constantly surrounded by reminders as to why i will always be antisexual. . . . stare gonk stressed
Unni Ineo · Tue Oct 17, 2006 @ 04:27am · 0 Comments |
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