so like. . . . so much to do. . . . paintings, class projects, homecoming, sat's, crew, daily homework, choosing a concentration area for art, get slides taken, trying to keep up with math, making up a latin quiz. . . . so much emotional stress from parentals. . . . so much unhappiness due to missing walks and the quickly coming of cold weather. . . .
i want desperately to be playing with paints right now. and for it to be night. or even just to have a really good day dream. my mind is stuck in 'romance' mode. . . . not just the 'love' part of romance, but the nature and mysticism and magic and beauty of it as well. . . .
its hit my mind. . . . the foggy cloudy feeling has been horrible in school the past few days, but its wonderful for daydreams and things. . . .
unfortunately, the 'romance' mode also means emoness. . . . anywho, if i can get "mom" to take me to the store to get paint soon, maybe ill be able to go for a walk tonight and get some thoughts out. . . . or maybe just lay in bed staring at the ceiling as i watch images of far away lands and stories float by. . . .
Unni Ineo · Fri Oct 13, 2006 @ 11:52pm · 1 Comments |