I sit here day after day staring at a blank computer screen waiting, merely waiting to here the Windows start-up sound just to know my pc isn't destroyed from some fatal hacking attempt. My life is meaningless, I only go to school and learn nothing, then i come home to work on my computer to make videos and to earn virtual gold that i will end up giving away someday......I have random compulsions to do all sorts of thing, (examples) during History i always have the urge to pick up my pencil and stab it through the kid in front of me, I always want to create chaos and i awlays want to put people through all sorts of pain. Sometimes i can't control my urges and i hurt people, i want to see agony on people's faces, to see them scream in pain and fall to the ground, not able to move because of the hell I've put them through. I've already gone through all sorts of therapy...and....NONE OF IT HELPED ME ONE BIT, IT ALL HELPED ME CONCENTRATE MY ANGER TO MAKE MY POWER STRONGER!! twisted twisted twisted twisted twisted twisted
 Moshiishu · Wed Oct 18, 2006 @ 03:01am · 1 Comments |
