......I am waiting........waiting......trying to keep myself from going over the edge and into insanity........it's been hard to stay on this side but I'm falling over faster and faster with each passing day.......It'll never end....the pain......everything that happens reminds me of what i could've had if i stayed.......nothing anyone has done helped for as long as i stay here, in the place where i am, I'll be driven into insanity sooner and sooner.........merely just a touch from her will keep me sane......i don't want to go over.....i can't help beating myself during the breakdown's.......creating pools of my rancid blood on the floor......if you read this, I'm sorry...i truly am sorry.......with just typing this it releases some of my pain....
 Moshiishu · Wed Dec 06, 2006 @ 12:11am · 0 Comments |
