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I was then I knew what I needed to do. The way he didn't care what the world did to him, the way he did what he wanted to, the way he made things work for him - I longed for someone like that. Someone who knew how to take care of themselves - and maybe another. Secretly I watched from afar, and nothing came of it, around me I saw more of similar, but never close to the same. Never someone as brilliant and never as bright in the dull dim of others. His outside looks stood out from others as well - with the platinum blonde and light orange highlights in his hair, with brown roots, growing straight down to his shoulders. Hiding behind them are two blueish gray eyes filled with heart. He stands over many, at a height of 5 feet and 8 inches. Loose black wants with 'belts' and a 'cross' in the back, red embroidered in the seams overlay his large black shoes with hot pink laces. The shirt he wears always baggy, with a funny phrase, or band name on it. Headphones around hit neck, the cord going into one of the man pockets in his pants - where his CD player lies, usually on. His arms are built with muscle, like he could lift a car if he wanted to. Always understanding what another is saying, he contently listens. His knowledge exceeding what I've seen in others - it almost scares me. I want to know him, I want to be with him. All his features perfect, a glow almost seems to stay around him, together his arms around me could keep me safe and warms, and always tell me things will be ok - and that he'll love me forever. What did I need to do to get him around me? I was normally looked over by many, seen as a freak. Now, I was much different than the years before, mentally, physically too ? but would he notice me? Learning the hard way after so many years, I decided not to make an effort. If he wanted to, he?d see me on his own. Period. Nothing fancy ? no attention grabbers. I would be myself. But, after a while I noticed he was interested at all. I had to do something. I reached out to a good friend of both of ours ? and maneuvered my way around to find out more information about this angel on earth. But overtime with our friend, I started to like him as well. I soon find out many things and link them all together ? but none of that matters now. I know is I'm a free soul, and I'm with the one I want to be with forever.
 .Tea.Bag. · Mon Jan 17, 2005 @ 08:05pm · 1 Comments |
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