<center>Yep, sadly its the end of the weekend and i dont want it to end...i admit i enjoyed being with my little bro and my dad, although i wished i could have gone with a friend away for the weekend... gonk
But it was cool, we went out to Ivanho Beacon and flew our kites, that was wicked. Oh ya, its a really high hill for those not knowing it...really high...really really high that took bloody AGES to get up there...
gonk
Ahh well...i also went with them to bowling today, i lost i think... sweatdrop and then we went to the cinema and saw some film called Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow...which was so super cheesy it was actually alright lol... sweatdrop
And during most of this, since friday night i had ran out of my inhaler and was told i had to wait untill wednesday to pick it up and lose the tightness in my chest that is just plain agrivating stressed
Its hard to enjoy yourself when your struggling for breath every second of the day...and not to mention night, trying to feel comfortable before falling asleep was hell, as i knew i couldnt relax because it was that constant struggle in my chest. The wheezing is just another piss take that comes with it, another constant reminder that its there to stay...
I came to a conclusion last night, one that took me my whole life of being cursed with asthma to actually realise...the fact that i know how it feels to be an old man at the age of 17...
Goodnight all...sleep well.
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Current Mood: Depressed.....*sigh*
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WHY cant the weather be GOOD!??</center>
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WHY cant the weather be GOOD!??</center>
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