Most of my gothic beliefs have to do with my extreme hate towards god. As you read in an earlier journal entry I was teased to a point where I couldn't take it any longer. I snapped a few times and cursed out a few kids and threatened to kill one of them. I look back on that now and don't think much of it. For that matter I still want to kill that b***h who broke me like a twig. I blame god. I prayed so many times, yet he didn't come through for me. I am goth to show I won't respect him and whatever he does I shall not elt him enter into my heart and make me one of his god damn followers. I mean I ain't gonna be his ******** slave. I asked for help not him to do it for me. I ask please let kids stop teasing me and let me be normal and fit in. It hurt that I was a christian and that he wasn't there for me. In turn I say [******** you god. I focus alot of my beliefs toward disliking and disobeying god. I appreciate your time to more fully understand what I am.
Sincerely,
Hitokiri_Battosai975
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The Art of Gothism
Many of you may know what a goth might look like, but you do not know how they feel and act inside. You don't know what many of them have gone through. Everybody has a different reason and you should respect that.
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