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Got my offering for housing for Kutztown College!!!!!! getting excitied.....an nevous as all hell......girl's dorm!!!! I don't know girls...i know guys....like i have girls who are friends, but they're all werid anime obsesed bisexual freaks! and band geeks and hard core punks.......what the hell do i do if i'm stuck with a prissy drama queen? burning_eyes
clothes shopping is good when you get comfy a** pants......
went to Dorney Park yesterday, ran into one of my closer friends there, it was AWESOME, i haven't talked/seen her since graduation, yeah fate rocks my socks.
i have this necklace with a dragon holding a marble but i replaced it with this quartz crystal that is know to amplify dreams.........and since i can't remember my dreams anyway, this necklace is cool....i know have more of a vague/good idea about the dreams i've been having......in my dreams thou, the event that occurs the most that i can remember is that i'm just talking, have a conversation, with my ex-best friend, we were friends for 9 years and it just ended one day......and in my dreams we're just talking, having just a good talk...........thats ur sub-conscious for you........................
being 18 is so werid, people ur with (like dating) for a long time, the people around and urself belive ur gonna be forever....but so must can happen....new loves, old loves, fights, etc........just i get so caught up in it.............I love my boyfriend....on my way to pick him up from college two weekends ago, the radio was just talking about engagment rings, if u break up does the guy or girl keep the ring, what the un-written rules?, throwing away jewlery in anger...etc, and if got me thinking bout engagment rings..........and then wedding shops stood out more and a bridal dress magazine at the art store, and my mother talking bout trying on wanting to try on wedding dresses and how in few years she can try on as many dresses as she wants when i go to pick out my own (cause she never got to wear one, my parents where just married by a justice).........so i'm anxious to spend the rest of my life with someone, to be given that ring, and how is my boyfriend the one? what gonna happen to us? what if someone comes in and i or he leaves?....ultimatly its will we marry or break up? ..............this is why being 18 is so odd, ur grown....but not grownup......i have my whole life still, i kan't wait.
....yay! business core! fun!....hopefully the math course will be basic enough, i can't do higher level math....get to bored cause i don't understand........and damn proud i dropped out of math 3rd semester of my serior year.....!!!!
Riyu_Nailo · Mon Oct 23, 2006 @ 04:35am · 0 Comments |
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