There are some people in your life you cannot get rid of, those who hang on to you, those you wont let go....even if you havent talked to them in a year.
I dunno how i'm feeling about people, about everyone, about feelings I have, had, will have. I'm so paranoid about people. I feel so bored and confused, and fuzzy over how my life went. How i wish it would/could have gone.
I would like to do a lot this summer. Go visit people in different states, work, go to conventions.
Ack screw this. i'm just ranting and being stupid. And who the heck reads this?!?! i see that it has been viewed...next time leave comments! I want to know who you are!!!!
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Damnit, i hate this. i feel like i'm letting my parents down. stupid ******** college. its only my first semester and i know i'm gonna fail at least one class but, sadly its a bad excese but i wasnt prepared for this. Art History.....math at 8am and no one to yell at you if u miss class for over a month. high school does NOT prepare u for this! if u fail a test u have a s**t load of hw to make it up. in college u have only 4 tests to base ur whole grade on...hw is optional! *sigh* i just want to leave home, i guess to avoid their dissapointment and a lot of things. i would love to be on my own. Wish life was easier.
 Riyu_Nailo · Sun May 06, 2007 @ 01:34am · 1 Comments |
