I suppose I haven't really "written" in a while. But heyyy, now I will. A lot of things are on my mind, some good, and some bad. A bad one is of this girl. She goes out with this kid. I think the kid is gay, but there's nothing wrong with that and all but... He went out with her for ten months. They hugged four times in that time period as a "relationship". No kissing or anything. FOUR Hugs. In almost a year. Then he said he wanted to break up with her. But then he got back togeher with her because people were noting he must've been gay to dump the only girl who'd ever be interested in him. (xDD) And the only problem I have is this:
The relationship is pathetic. He's using her for a social status protector He refuses to hug her when anybody is watching (Loser...) She probably only went out with him in her desperation for a "relationship". (Once again, loser.)
I mean, I have no connection to the girl. In fact, I barely know her. But its pathetic. And I hate that.
The other thing on my mind is my boyfriend. Yes. Boyfriend. I SAID I was Bisexual. I hate when people flip out about it like they didn't know. Anyway. There's a bunch of things about him that I like.
He's drop-dead gorgeous.... He makes me smile when I'm upset... He taught me to skateboard. surprised heart He doesn't let people mess with me. He ALWAYS takes my side in an arguement... &3
BUT there are things I DON'T like.
When he's pissed, he gets aggressive... When he's aggressive, he tries to deny it... He never tells me if somehing upsets him, either, even if its obvious. And in the end we end up fighting...
...But we always forgive each other. :3 I love him like that. v.v
At school, though, I got suspended for kissing him. When we walked out the office, the principal said; "damn queers". So my boyfriend ran back and start punching him. o.O; So he got suspended for an extra five days. He might get expelled. D:
I'll write the rest in this post later.
EDIT:
M'kay. I got stabbed in the arm yesterday.
Loverly, eh whot?
That didn't make much sense but its fun to read. Anyway.
There's a wrappy-bandage around it. My friends drew a bunch of Ninja symbols on it. o.O Which may look spiffy, but it really has no purpose there. Its like a wall, its all... >< Scribblied on. Scribblied. Yes. Thats a word now. >>; -cough-
[The.Fallen] · Thu Oct 26, 2006 @ 01:18am · 1 Comments |