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Somebody shoot me...
For i don't know what to do.

There are so many paths, a fork in the road
Which side do i take? People can look and say I'm crazy
And maybe thats because its what i am.

Inside i'm blind but i see colors all around
I can hear anything but screaming and crying, I'm deff but thats a sound.
Thing are backward, not like good equals bad..
like names and dates

Words flow into my head and when i write them down it all looks dead
my goals are mixed up,
i just wanna get fixed
which road do i take that will lead me to the right choice

How can i find it if its already gone
once i go in im not coming back
i have one choice to make and my whole life is at stake
And i can't choose

All i can do it stand here and stare
Is it wrong or right?
whats the reason i can't move theres nothing holding me down but you
I feel a grip on my stomach and it wont go away
Its like someone wrapped a chain around it and trapped me there

At that spot where everything is stopped but it wont stop moving
my spirit is slowly evaporating
I have almost nothing anymore
I don't have the same love for anything that i had before

If i take one path i'll wonder what will have happend if i had taken the other
So I'm stuck, and i'll stay at these crossroads forever.