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So many things running through my mind
Thoughts of death...
Thoughts of loneliness...
Thoughts of hatred...
Even thoughts of love...

Thoughts of death...
Swallow my mind
And it's purity
It haunts me so...
Brings me to tears
Slams me down
And yet, I always come back for more

Thoughts of loneliness...
Longing, wanting
Only one thing
To find the one to hold
To care for, to adore
And to watch over

Thoughts of hatred...
Those who hate me
I hate back
Though I wish not to
I must... with great regret...

Thoughts of love...
This I know nothing of
Yet, when it's near
I feel dizzy
I do not leave, I stay
Wanting only to have more of it
Never truly knowing why

By: Xantara~ February 7, 2006