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Miyo!!!
yay O.o
here is how i feel^^ enjoy!
okies...people have been asking that i put up a journal entry that expresses how i feel for once instead of this random happy stuff. well, here it is^^



i hate being lied to...it hurts...it hurts more than anything...but the worst part is that i just dont really care anymore.
lol ive been lied to, ive been betrayed, ive been left behind so many times...and its sad when i see others in the same situation.
i love to smile. i love to laugh. crying is not an option for me.
people say that crying is a way to express yourself and is really good for your eyes...or something like that^^ but i have no time to cry.
i have no time to be sad. i have no time to show how i feel.
is that really that odd? it seems normal to me.
when i would cry, i would cry alone. i figured thats the only solution to my tears.
so now, when i see others cry, i expect them to go cry alone.
i dont know how to comfort them. i dont know how to make them smile.
in band, when my friend started crying, i just stood there...is that really that odd?
people surrounded her and gave her hugs...
but i just walked away thinking that she is gonna be fine if she is left alone.
i dont need peoples pity. i dont need "oh it'll be fine. you'll be ok."
i dont need cus words to get my point across.
im much more intelligent than that.
and i cant stand it when people are mad and are too stupid to think of other words besides swearing.
i hate emos...attention whores...they know nothing of the truest scence of love rowan...
and im still pissed you put that up im sorry.
just because you happen to like one...
thats all i have to say...thank you...i would appreciate if you dont comment cuz to tell you the truth...im not interested in what you have to say.
this is how i feel and these are my opinions....if you have something to say about it then pm me and if im interested we'll talk....if you comment...i might delete it^^
once again thank you^^ and have a nice day heart






User Comments: [7]
need help
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Thu Nov 16, 2006 @ 02:32am


I PROMISE TO NEVER HURT YOU...AND IF I DO, LET ME KNOW......ill kick my a**!!!


garthfield
Community Member





Fri Nov 17, 2006 @ 11:53pm


yeah.garth promises too.and if i hurt you ill have angel kick my a**. wink


RussianVodka
Community Member





Sat Nov 18, 2006 @ 04:35am


aaaww^^ thanks!! i love you guys!! *huggles*


Funnyredman45
Community Member





Sun Nov 19, 2006 @ 03:54am


Hell ya man.....thats the way the players roll....sry i havent talk to u ni a while but this is so awesome...and so true. i give u mad props for sharing ur true feelings and the truth. laterz good lookin.


~Mr.Peanut~
Community Member





Sun Nov 19, 2006 @ 11:51am


i would never hurt you either. and i feel the same way about lieing. i dont know about crying i dont cry as much as people think.


User Comments: [7]
 
 
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