Huh.... Hello everybody. How are you? I'm fine.... I guess. I'm rather tired though. But, lets get to the point. This is going to be one of the longest entrys ever in my history of journal. You see.... This is a question I have for all my close friends, that I see everyday at school. How much have I changed? And if you have noticed, tell me when you noticed change, and how I changed. This is info I want to know, and also tell me, the quality's I had, and you prefer I still had. Because I can bring them back, if there not drastic changes. But really, I want to know this stuff. Because... I changed to the... incorrect me, and I lost touch with the real me. I would like help finding him.... deep inside me. I really need yout guy's help. So, and info you can give, please do. I want to be the real me. Not the Insane one *twitch*, not the super happy one *Giant smile*, and not the one I am now, violent when ever the need to be. I want to be... well... Me. That me is definatly gone. All I really remember about the old me was... that I was kind to the one's I cared for. And now I still am, but barely. I am very violent with my friends, and that is not the real me. So I'm not going to live up to the me that i'm not. Sorry Jordan, Waffle's is officaly not part of me anymore. And the old me was considerate, sort of
sweatdrop . And I want to be nice to all of you. I really do. But last year, I obtained an image that I hade to live up to,
Waffles. He was insane, although I'm not really crazy, it was an image to live to. He is gone. I used to be "Lock" from "The Nightmare Before Christmas", and he was a little crazy. And he is gone. The InuYasha obsessed me is also gone. On quizes, I used to pick the answers that would get me the answer I wanted, not whar I truly think. So please read if you are my friend. And thanks for the help.
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People, please don't live up to an image that people expect you to be, they have to except you for who you are, not what they want you to be ~Words of Independence by Thunderbird369~