*le sigh*
He said he'd be home yesterday at 6 or earlier. Well, he wasn't. He wasn't even home when I called twice last night. I called just to see if he had gotten home after I got offline. ><; I called at 9:30 and then around 10:15 I think? And no one answered again.
.-.
I just worry about Santos alot, ever since he told me he had asthma. (Glad he can afford his meds though.) Annnd ever since he got beat by that gang of boys. That really scared meh..
Mrr.. >> I hope he gets online tonite. If not, I'm going to worry all night and not get any sleep at all. I hardly did last night. ;.;
I really hope he is okay..I love him so much, I don't want to lose him..
On a side note..I might be getting homeschooled soon. Because Steph told Kayla another lie, so Kayla got pissed, told her boyfriend. AND HER 25 YEAR OLD BOYFRIEND WITH 2 KIDS..left an 'oh-so-happy' voice mail message on my phone. lol. It's funnt how "FRIENDS" can backstab you in the blink of an eye because of what a b***h who lies all the time, says. :]]]]]]]]]
I hate Steph. She is ruining my life. Because NOW I have Kayla Phsyco ******** 25 year old boyfriend on my a**/him threatening me. .-. ..
That's why mom wants me to be homeschooled , she is tired of me catching all this s**t and getting harassed all the time. I DON'T EVEN DO ANYTHING TO STEPH. I DON'T TALK TO HER ANYMORE. Because of a long story. .-.
God I hope they let me be homeschooled. I am stressed out to breaking point.
As you can see, my life is not doing well right now. xDDD;;
.3.
But I srslyyyy hope Santos is okay.
I love him so muchhhh. I miss himmm. I miss hearing his voice. T.T
I just have to keep hoping, I guess. Keep hoping and praying that he will be online tonite. ;-;
<3333@him.
I Caught Fire (In Your Eyes)
By: The Used.
Seemed to stop my breath
My head on your chest
Waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my...
Hear your voice again
Could we dim the sun
And wonder where we've been
Maybe you and me
So kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Such a softer sin
(I'm melting, I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Now
Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other
Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love
I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
(Stay with me lay with me now)
You could stay and watch me fall
And of course I'll ask for help
Just stay with me now
Take my hand
We could take our heads off
stay in bed just make love that's all
Just stay with me now
I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me lay with me
(Stay with me, lay with me)
In your eyes
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes (I'm melting in your eyes)
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes
^3^ Of of mine and Santos' songs..
<33333333333333 SUPAR-LURVE@SANTOS ! :3
~Whit~
